Saturday, 17 September 2011
I am writing this now since I am finally in some kind of positive action mode. With being back at home at the minute and living the graduate dream of working in the M&S Food Hall, I haven't exactly been feeling fantastic lately. In fact, I am probably the most stressed/anxious I have ever been in my entire life. I keep yoyo-ing between slightly depressed and absolutely miserable. I am trying to stay positive but it is proving extremely difficult. All through my teenage years, I had this overwhelming urge to get the hell out of my tiny village and go and do something exciting with my life- university felt like me finally doing this, but obviously, now its over and I feel like I'm right back where I started. But I know that I just need to try and focus on things to keep me going and then I'll get through everything a lot better. Blogging is one of the good things in my life that actually helps me feel creative and productive, so I am going to try and keep posting regularly even if my uniform means there will be less outfit posts. I have been meaning to take the blog in a slightly different direction for a while now and in a way I am almost pleased that this will provide the impetus to do it. I don't know exactly what its going to turn out like but please bear with me. I hope you all like how it develops.